OK well now I can for sure say on myspace surveys that my crush turned out liking my best friend.(Ouch)Yeah that does hurt but I just cried for about thirty minutes and decided to just accept it.
But it is my fault because of crouse I always for some reason fall for the straight guys.So I had it coming.But I really believed that this guy had the hots for me.I always looked at him and he would stare at me as well so I guessed that he must have liked me too.But sadly that was not the case.I guess I was just lying to myself.
Well anyways this guy he added me on myspace and of crouse my lame self thought he must have been adding me because he likes me and he wanted to get to know me.But yet again I was wrong.He sent me a message telling me that “even though I don’t know him but one of my friends knew him name Karla and she knew my best friend was Nina the girl he likes and he was wondering if I could hook him and my friend Nina together”.When I read the letter I bust out crying like a little drama queen hahahah anyways I told him that she can’t date and that is really the truth.So then he tells me that it’s okay I want to at least get to know her but I’m to shy so then I sent back ok I will help you(Even though I was hurt and didn’t want to help him I still was going to because that’s who I am,I help people for a living and I’m too nice.)
Well anyways Nina is my best friend and I would do anything to see her happy so I guess that I will help.I know ya want to know how I feel now and to tell you the truth I’m like 20% still hurt but really I have more crushes and if they turn out to be straight as well then oh well for me but that’s a risk I’m willing to take.SO wish me luck on the other two sexy guys that I like lol.
Until next time(don’t miss me too much)